6.30.2008

Another Sleepless Night

'You got your boys and got gone,
And left us all alone.
Now she in the club with a freaky dress on,
Cats don't want her to keep that dress on,
Trying to get enough drinks in her system,
Take it to the tele and make her a victim,
Easy for a good girl to go bad,
And once we gone best believe we've gone forever,
Don't be the reason (Don't be the reason),
You better learn how to treat us right,
Cause onces a good girl goes bad,
And now I'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
Chicks calling the house, non stop,
Its Getting out of control.
Finally I can't take no more,
He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end...'
- Good Girl Gone Bad, by Rihanna
I think i'm completely disalusioned to the idea of happily ever after . . . These past couple weeks have been really hard on me in the trust and loyalty department. Between people I thought were friends, doing things they know it will hurt me , to hearing how my uncle, the nicest guy on earth, was left by his wife after twenty odd years of marriage, its just got me wondering, is there really ever a happy ending, or are we just fooling ourselves? Why is it that the nicest people in the world, are the ones who get screwed over the most?